My dad knows and I talk to him but we have a superficial relationship. I have a great job and great parents and I couldn’t have asked for a more normal upbringing. There are a lot I’ve worked with and some that I want to work with. I really enjoy working with Kieran Lee, Manuel Ferrara, Johnny Castle, Johnny Sins. Those are probably my top 4 guys and I don’t want to hurt anyone’s feelings! (laughs) I mean they’re great and they’re exciting but the longer you’re with someone the better the sex gets. As for girls, everybody knows about my girlfriend, Rachel Starr. There’s nothing more exciting to me than all those cocks worshipping me and fucking me. I’m a dirty little slut who likes being the center of attention. CJ: Yeah, that would be hot and I like the way you describe that. So I bought myself a Christmas present and invested in the girls. CJ: You’re in tremendous shape, especially for someone who’s in the 30s. In my book on intuitive healing I discuss the difference between lust and love as well as techniques to enhance sexual wellness.Pure lust is based solely on physical attraction and fantasy--it often dissipates when the "real person" surfaces.There are many that I haven’t worked with but I guess once you work with someone more than once, you get to know them and develop a certain chemistry. CJ: You just brought it up, is it tough to go in there and have sex with a guy you’re not attracted to?
Also in the early stage of a relationship, when the sex hormones are raging, lust is fueled by idealization and projection--you see what you hope someone will be or need them to be--rather than seeing the real person, flaws and all.
CJ: Also, a lot of people encourage me to ask this, what about IR? I like variety so I don’t have a problem with black guys. Kendra: Yes, a director wanted me to pee in a guy’s mouth. CJ: Have you ever solicited a director to put you in a certain series?
CJ: Have you been offered any sex acts that you refused to do? I understand it’s a fetish and, hey, I know it turns you on but my bladder’s a little shy. You see a director and say put me in this or I really like that. CJ: What’s your ultimate sexual fantasy and do you want to live it out on film?
It’s more setting everything up and the cameras and the lighting and the angle and the make-up and hair. So I think people think you have sex all day and you really don’t. Granted, there are some people that party and do their thing but not everybody does.
I think a lot of people portray porn stars as bimbos, as having no brains. So I guess there’s one negative misconception and one that’s not so bad. CJ: You mentioned your girlfriends, so your family and friends know what you do? My mom knows, my sister knows, my aunts and uncles know. I guess I wanted them to find out from me instead of another way. CJ: OK, let’s get back to the fun stuff, do you have any favorite performers? We could be here all night, do you want to hear them?
I’m sure there will come a time, and I’ll probably know when it’s time, that my run will be over. But my 5-year plan is to keep working and I’ll be 39-40 and that’ll be a great time to leave.